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During the night
And suddenly you wake up at 3am and you don’t know why.You’re scared.You’re lonely like you never have been.You lie in bed, trying to fall asleep again, but you just can’t.And it is strange.You miss something or someone.You are stuck in the middle between night and day, between one fear and another, between being a […]
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Chronicles from a hospital intensive care #2
Live from the hospital. I like hospitals, ene thought they are not associated with happy stuff. They calm me down. The humming of the machines, the doctors and nurses that come and go, the visitors who chat with the patients. It makes me feel like everything is taken care of, and I just have to […]
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Chronicles from a hospital intensive care
Someome very close to me had surgery few days ago. For some reason they put adults in the pediatric intensive care. While inisde, I can see all the little kids, and my heart breaks every time. I can see the parents standing just there looking at their daughters and sons and hoping that nothing went […]
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Emotions
You can’t live only of emotions. They are not physical. So why are they so real, so powerful, so physically present? The weight of my thoughts pushes me, doesn’t let me move sometimes, it makes me contract my muscles in order to keep it in. How can a pile of feelings and thoughts crush us […]
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The sea
Watching the quiet sea she thought: “like this, exactly, I would like to be: calm and peaceful on the outside, while on the inside there is a big void. This void is hidden, so everyone can navigate my waters; instead I am a stormy sea, and this hurts me inside and outside, so no one […]
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Welcome to my mind
Welcome to my mindA place of entangled thoughtsA place with dark cavernsBut also bright blue skiesWith stars so bright you can’t stand to watchAnd oceans so deep they are scary to look at.Welcome to my mind, a place of contradictions, with highs so high and lows so low that the most amazing rolleacoaster could find […]
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On beauty
I swear I see the beauty around me. Heck, I seek it. Often, I look at the sky at sunset and every time I am surprised in front of such beauty. I am surprised when I see the full moon rising, and it’s big and shiny in the night sky. I am surprised when I […]
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I am made of feelings to forget
I am made of so many feelings, but they threatene to crush me; I need to forget them, in order to go on living Image credits
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Thoughts
I feel like my thoughts sometimes fall in my head like snowflakes and I can’t stop them. Image credits
Through anxiety and beyond
Stories from a tangled mind
Through anxiety and beyond 