Everything is bleak

It has been a while since I last wrote on here. Thing is, I am lacking of motivation and I cannot find the words to write anything interesting. My life at the moment is great, and I guess that for someone who is used to problems this might result boring.

I am not saying I want problemes. I am saying that I want to be excited for what I have, but I am not. I just feel numb. This makes me extremely angry because I seem unable to be happy.

I want something to happen. I am working towards it, as in, I am writing my dissertation and applying to jobs, but nothing seems to satisfy me. I desperately want to go on writing my book, but it just seems bleak and not interesting.

I would like to find my passion and find something I love doing that makes me happy, but nowadays it seems that I can only do things to numb away my lack of motivation. I feel mediocre and I do not know what to do about it.

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9 responses to “Everything is bleak”

  1. That’s a tough place to be when everything looks bleak.

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    1. Yes. It is just a phase I hope

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  2. As Ashley has already said, its a tough place to be when everything looks bleak. Sorry you feel like this. I don’t really have much else to say than I know that feeling. Its something I have felt, even though I have continued on. That continuation is hard work.

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    1. Yea, I will keep doing everything as normal and then see. Sorry that you feel like this. Thank you for commenting!

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  3. Sorry you are going through this. Certainly not easy to be n the thick of it.

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  4. I feel this 😦 sometimes the world just feels grey. I hope you find what you’re looking for soon!

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    1. Thank you so much 💓

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